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Jocelyn A. Monique

is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her ~~overwhelming~~ commitments. I like long walks in solitude, cosy chats, usually sleep like a log, and beg your patience in tolerating my versatile humour

The wait.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

9:59 PM

I always thought the promos were bad enough. But now, I beg to differ. There'e something that's even worse and far more agonizing than that. It's the waiting for your results thats the killer. I kid you not. This week has been pretty much hell for me, what with all the not so subtle hints about how badly we did and how high the failure rate is. Terrible. It's really horrible, having this repeated jabbing and "gnawing at my innards'', as Othello puts it, courtesy of all the teachers. The fear of retaining, is now more than ever, at its peak. Seriously, I'm really considering my options now, or rather the lack of it. How daunting the wait is.

The promos week was a mentally draining period, undoubtedly, but this week has really taken a toll on me physically. I think its rather the lack of exercise that I've failed to engage in ever since God knows when, because I felt sore all over while we were practising mass dance aft sch. To quote Jacq, like some sore loser. I actually felt pain in my musles(wait do i even have those?) in previously dormant areas and this was further aggravated by the briefing of the tour for open house this week around the school. Honestly, I have NEVER known about the gate thing near the back staircase that actually leads to the tennis courts and the science blocks(omg, we have a science block?!) Goes to show how ignorant I am, haha. Everyone was like, "Of couse you know nothing about this place, you neither play tennis nor have sci prac aft sch" To which I could only muster a feeble "Oops?" Lol.

Been staying back this whole week in preparation for CJC Open House, this Friday, 2pm onwards till 6! Haha, hope that was a discreet enough hint for the juniors. Heh.

On a random note, I feel so cheated today. I thought we were gg Geyland today to see the lightups like we usually do during the Hari Raya season. But no, apparently there was a change of plans of which I was not informed. Which makes me feel rather, ill-informed?

Like hello, why do you even think I didnt go for council today even though council time spent is like the best way to end school and had to come home superearly and totally wait for them to come home. And then what happens? Nothing. Do we go out? No, we just stone in front of the TV. What do we do? Nothing. Did they tell me about the change of plans? No, they didnt. >:(

Sigh.

I need to get out of the house more often, I just realised that Im calmer when Im out with my friends or councilling. It should be on a regular basis. At least that way, I can be ignorant of all the problems that certain ppl tend to give me or rather the emotional stress that I get just thinking about all the atrocities they are up to. Bloody irritating pest.

On a random note, I suspect Im getting fatter. Seriously. I thnk my fats are like growing by the dozens even as I blog. Sigh. I actually felt sore after the mass dance workout and the debrief of the tour ard the school la. Sore muscles(wait do i even have those?) were like aching like mad, I just zonked out the moment i reached home. And Open house is tmr, oh man, I hope I can rmber all my steps. And find a partner in time. Dont want to dance alone.
Weekend is hectic.
Life's tough, I should get over it.
Awaiting math results tmr. Oh God, please dont let it ruin my weekend.

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