A voice was heard in Ramah.

This cat is HDB approved.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

10:43 PM

This funny thing, friendship.
Just when you thought love was too hard to define.
It's amazing how you can connect with people you barely know, one minute you give that friendly wave, and the next moment you know all their fears, concerns and goals.
On the other hand, it's rather the older friendships I find increasingly difficult to maintain in the absence of common interests, or even lack of catching up times. I guess its true when they say out of sight, out of mind. Amusing how consistent the sms conversations were in the past, even the birthday greetings and hilarious debates over JCs, but I guess sometimes people move on. Or maybe its just me, maybe I tend to live too much in the past. Maybe I should just stop being so concerned about you. Maybe I should just whatdoyoucallit, move on as well. I just hope its God way of saying that I shouldn't be so emotionally attached, because you were destined for greater things. But I just want you to know, that one day when you become the famous high soaring person I know you will be, I was there once upon a time.

Personal random thought:
I do have tact. Really. I usually run through my mind a million times what I say out loud. But I guess sometimes, I'm just quite perturbed by my culture of self-censorship, of thinking of the nicest possible way to phrase myself without hurting the feelings of others, so much so that I fail to articulate what my real feelings are. And during the rare instances that I usually do, people become so flabbergasted by it. Sigh. Perhaps I should just go along with this facade of mine, since it's so much easier to adopt. But just to let you know, this isn't the real me.

I need a breather, honestly. 2007 just whoosed past me, and I didn't even notice. To think that I was sitting for my Os around this time last year. Wow. I'm old. Haha. This year's been pretty hectic, as I have probably mentioned like a million times in my blog. In fact, I can't remember the last time when I had absolutely no qualms about spending an entire day in front of the google box. No more cartoons, no more latenight movies, heck not even the rental of recent movies. This is so depriving. Lol. Maybe that's why I'm looking forward to tmw's movie marathons on Vasantham. Woohoo, finally get to watch some real TV.

Happy Deepavali to all Indians(:

Seeking opportunities that were never there, wishing for the right times that never came. I'm waiting for a cue that never comes.