A voice was heard in Ramah.

This cat is HDB approved.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

9:52 PM

If the ice is hot, the snow has to be warm. It's not easy initiating the first move in friendship. I guess this is a sign for me to move out of my comfort zone( not that I haven't) and disapparate my reservations. Okay I'm just paranoid over the whole issue. Shoot me. I'm becoming a lemon tree - always wondering how and why.
Damn, I miss 02 already):
Been night studying this entire week, ending up being super shagged and dozing off during lessons - I just pray that the CTs will be over. I'm still amused by the social apathy of the students and the population even with a limping terrorist on the loose. Guess we are just living in our own little fishbowls. Quotes a certain minister, "They are all happy and content until you take away their jobs". How accurate.
I love night study(: Awesome study buddies -Toon, T Lo and ML. Super helpful when it comes to Math, at the expense of their own revision. Plus the snacking at the canteen table. Haha. Man, mugging makes you pile on the calories.
Today was social life day (wow I actually have one, unbeliavable) IG9 outing at Orchard! Turnout was poor, but we nonetheless had a blast with our cosy number at NYDC. False alarm raised when we thought we didn't have enough to pay the bill, thanks to Ryan's fanstastic Mathematical calculations. Haha. ODAC kills brain cells, I presume. I hope to see more of them at the next outing, which is tentatively next weekend(upon Ryan's not to subtle request to celebrate his birthday).
First tuition tryout today. Felt bad for letting Salameh wait, we arrived latelatelate for tuition. She's super good, but super fast too. In fact, she's starting on the last chapter of the syllabus next week before it's revision. Scary. I feel like I'm walking through a marsh pit with flippers on my feet. Hopefully, I can actually pass my Math for CTs, not to mention As. Tuition is good especially when you have Aiming (God bless her soul) to take the bus back with. Awfully good listener and full of sympathy. Adorably absent minded ( she overslept for her tuition today and lost her notes). And we were tricked by the cheap heartland bubble tea! Pirated flavours. Haha. Met Fish on the bus home. He's still super busy as ever, and by the looks of it, managing well. I wish I had his focus. Plus some ODAC vertical marathon tmr. Crazy CCA. But then again, comparable to 33rd.
Missed mass today plus meeting Van to get my HMT, but she was kind enough to leave it in St Francis(: Plus Katson's CDs.
On a random note, I finally developed my graduation night pictures. Yeah I know, super late, overdue by a year. Plus our sec 4 council farewell and my brother's b'day pictures too. Brought back alot of nostalgia.

I've finally decided ( I think) to keep everything at arm's length. Everything just gets so complicated when your emotions come into the picture. Just when you thought you finally had it sorted out. Nope. I want to stand by my decision ( despite the wavering bouts of indecision). Because honestly, starving hurts but hunger works when it costs too much to love. Fiona Apple couldn't have put it more aptly.

Come on CTs. Distract me.