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Jocelyn A. Monique

is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her ~~overwhelming~~ commitments. I like long walks in solitude, cosy chats, usually sleep like a log, and beg your patience in tolerating my versatile humour

Sunday, July 20, 2008

10:45 PM

Handover on Friday was a little pensive if not emotional for some of us CA wingers. After rehearsal, we gathered in the prayer room and welcomed the 34th in our geisha like sitting positions (let me add that it was I, who influenced everyone -beams). Then the usual slide transitions and reflection/sharing, followed by the exchange of gifts -which I'm sure the 34th found amusing. Like the broom, which was to always clean up after your act. And I thought it was awfully sweet of the juniors to buy Ribena for us as well - bows to whoever came up with the significance.
"well, er Ribena is er sweet. yeah! and er, you feel refreshed, and er it's full of vitamin C..you know..C for CA wing!"
I wasn't exactly feeling anything after the whole ceremony ended, and that perturbs me. Seeing camslut leave the room just so she could cry and the CA girls feeling all touchy-huggy and me just sitting alone in the corner, hmm. I'd probably feel it on Wed when I can't access the room anymore in my post-installaton woe. But as Fripps put it,
"always look at the bright side of life.we're just victims of time..no choice but to let go of an experience so dear to us"
I want to be a child. Throw a tantrum maybe. Get my way. Be assertive and control the outcome for once in my pathetic life. Only I can't. Might as well get used to harsh unforgiving reality.

PTM was okay. Ms Yang is obviously much kinder and sympathetic compared to Mrs Hoe. But I would rather have a nice wake up call from the latter. I'm sure she wouldn't have disappointed me. Walked over to Novena with Ma and she was in her good mood so she bought me Pearly Bandung Soyabean from Mr Bean. Or was it Jollibean, can't remember. I wish she could be more happy and peaceful like that, so she won't get her breathless attacks.

I felt God's presence this week, despite my dwindling attendance at Mass. In my class for example during the vectors test on Friday which was SUPPOSED to be test conditions, but obviously everyone just started each other how to do what we couldn't. I mean, like everyone totally helped each other and it was all really symbiotic and heart-warming. And also through the re-entry of a friend who I had vowed to help out in my promise during Lenten Vigil, you know who you are (: Not forgetting the people who are constantly cheering my up with their words of encouragement ie Fripps and Marie, or even cracking me up ie Matt and Bigboss. Just remembered sms convo with Matt while I was stressing out over my reflection for handover.

"Ello, rehearsal tmrw is at 245. Pls be punctual. Thanks"
"Cannot"
"Can. See you there. Nod"
"Got maths test la, end late. Aiya, I don't step down hor. Be Minister Menthor for 34th"
"Just rush, fly or smth. Nope, since you are a girl, it's Ministress Menthos" (wth)
"I'm not a girl, not yet a women. You should know, Britney. Oh and I saw Mr Cutebird today in church!"
"Diao -.- whatever you say, to the left to the left. Lol, was he distractingly cute and irresistible"
"Idiot, that's not a Britney song. Yeah he was so cute I voted for him a million times on So You Think You Are Cute"
"It is! Or at least I think it is. Oh he's got a wonderful million vote/volt fan like you to replace his aircon. I think that's enough deprivation of walking for a night. See you tmr then"
HAHAHA. Thank you Momma Chua, for all your moments of lameness (:

Still think about you. Did you know that there are more love songs with the word "You" than the word "Love"?
Need to pull myself together, slap myself awake, gear into mugging mode. Or at the very least, finish uncompleted work. I have a Econ, Geog and Math test this week. Please keep me in your prayers thank you.

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