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is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her overwhelming commitments. I like long walks in solitude, cosy chats, usually sleep like a log, and beg your patience in tolerating my versatile humour

Today I realised, after all the checking of answers and essays, that I haven't fared very well for Prelims. I guess Brand's Chicken Essence is only useful in giving me an ulcer and nothing more.
Today I realised, that The Clan is probably not going for GN - so that means that I probably won't go either, cos the whole point of attending GN is to be with your friends. Plus I guess my mother wasn't exactly keen on me going. After all it's not just about the upfront money, there's also the outfit, the hair, the makeup, the heels, the accesories, and the transport to and fro. Sighh, if only it wasn't so expensive.
Today I realised, that the problem with both of us is that we are way too accomodating for our own good. Because we both don't know when to say no, as we don't want to hurt others' feelings. Trouble is, I don't like being a back up plan. And I hope you don't have to find out in the wrong way too - because I don't like people getting angry. I hate how I find it hard to even tell you how exactly I feel about the whole issue - but I start blurting out and complaining to my friends. Guilty guilty. I know I may sound petty and paranoid, despite the fact that you already made it clear what was going on. But I find it hard to accept when your entire plans revolve around your other friend(s). Hey, I'm your friend too you know. And I always oblige you. So why can't you do the same for me?
Today I realised, that two of my good buddies are going through inner turmoil as well from communication problems mostly, and I'm at a loss.
Today I realised, that sometimes, effort doesn't equate to a favourable outcome. I would like to bury myself in your shoulder and cry for no reason.

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