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is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her overwhelming commitments. I like long walks in solitude, cosy chats, usually sleep like a log, and beg your patience in tolerating my versatile humour

I think it's the fact that I've always been trained since young never to show people that I'm angry and partly arising from the fact that I am highly non confrontational in nature. So I just end up bottling up my emotions and keep it to myself until I have a miniature Mount Vesuvius in the privacy of my bed or the toilet. Okay, the problem with me is that

I can never show people I am angry.

Especially to the person involved. Yeah I know it sucks. I just end up telling a whole bunch of irrelevant people, without attacking the crux of the issue itself. Then the person comes along and I act as though I wasn't affected, everything's fine, blah blah. I think I should listen to ML's advice that day,

"You should let the person know you are pissed/angry/upset. If not the person will think that nothing is wrong and just climb all over you"

Sighhh. It's sickening how my careful grudge simply dissolves away when you come along. I am treading the fine line between ego and self-respect now.

Rantings aside, today was uh, quite hilarious during lunch with the class.
Haowen: Yoghurt is spoilt milk! And pickles are spoilt vegetables! Kids, just learn to accept it!
Haha, she is so funny seriously. But when I was young that I likewise used to think that the dairy products evolved from an order of spoilt-ness as well i.e.
Butter --> Cheese -->Milk --> Yoghurt , whereby the arrow represents the fermentation/decomposing process. And I was so proud that I could establish a connection. Maybe this is why I'm so not proficient at Hydrology, because of my incoherent linkages!

I'm quite apprehensive about my Math results which I will know tomorrow. The serenity prayer is running through my mind, amidst the awareness of Toon and Slacker who texted me their A/B grades today :S Lit intrepretations a bit wobbly, Geography is way off tangent, and Econ is unsalvagable.

Okay I'm feeling drowsy from Night Study, which was not quite productive today with Fripps; the Milo has a rather sedative effect and I suspect the cake was drugged. It is a conspiracy from the Parent Support Group so that we would be less nocturnal in our activities and restore our biological clock.

Are you there, God? It's me Jocelyn.

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