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Jocelyn A. Monique
is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her Offbeat CJ blues
Sunday, October 12, 2008
8:58 PM
It's not what they tend to classify as love. No passionate feelings, that uneasy flutter of the butterfly, or the little jump/flush/hesitant peek/look away quickly flurry of feelings, whipping out of the phone. No racing heartbeat approaching the staircase, no furtive glances at the sprawling field.
So why do I feel it is?
You, on the other hand, are the biggest regret about CJ that I will probably have. Maybe I should have said something, anything at all. Then it would have been out in the open, once and for all. I'm sorry I didn't. Such a wimp yes I know. I couldn't even try. I hope that I won't see you again in the distant future, when we incidentely bump into each other along a supermarket aisle, or along a road. Because - I wouldn't know how to respond.
Friday was such a heart warming, enjoyable and simply beautiful day - albeit the horrible choice of movie ( we really thought we were going to watch HB) - with every single member of 2T11. Never before have we had such a turnout for any of our class outings (full attendance). Gossip session at Swensen's was the bomb, really really (: I hope that we will always meet up on the 11th of November every year. Listening to HW's entertaining stories or Hello Kathy tearing alot, or even Thrishna's random outbursts and Ruben's squabbles- this will be memories echoing in the chambers of my heart (apart from the steady dumdum dumdum), bringing a silly grin to my face.
Studied with the PW girls in school - okay we weren't v productive but at least I verified the Liquidity Trap and X inefficiency. Quality > Quantity!
Tomorrow marks a week of mock exams - I know it doesn't affect the As but somehow I still feel quite overwhelmed by the schedule and the content coverage ): I MUST NOT GIVE UP AT THIS CRUCIAL PERIOD, GOD!
Friends, if you see me in school, all emo and angsty, please feed the Moss guavas. Thank you.
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