A voice was heard in Ramah.

This cat is HDB approved.

It's raining It's pouring.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

9:52 PM

This week started out pretty bleak in terms of weather, rain rain rain on Monday that drives me nuts whenever I have to travel. Ruined my perfectly new pair of shoes! ): Plus the tuition area is like swarmed with trees so it was quite a heart thumping moment strategizing my next step for fear of a tree falling on me. Yes lightning stikes the tallest object, but when tallest object is right next to you, I is scared. The golden retreiver is exceptionally annoying with its staccato bark whenever I pass by it/step on a branch. I finally figured out the logic behind Neither Nor and Either Or! (: Yay.
Work today was crazy. CL people were asked to go back today, met Chloe on the train ride there. Calls are piling up, stupid peak period rubbish, honestly don't get how people want to call when it's the IT people they need and not IIT. Already finished 3/4 of the calls by lunchbreak, totally zoning out by 5. I'm getting a bit grumpy because it's low on the finances at the moment and my mom isn't reimbursing her expenses using my moolah. Payday is only like next week, and tuition probably another year or so haha before I get my dues.
I'm starting to doubt people alot lately. Partly because of the inconsistency of human behaviour as Mr Pang puts it. I wish everyone would be nice to each other solely for the sake of being so, and not due to some ulterior motive or vested interests. I also wish people would practise what they preach, in terms of being open and honest with people they consider their friends. Of course, being the soft turtlehead I am, I will probably not voice it up but bury it deep inside, choosing to forgive and let bygones be bygones. After all doormats are there all the time but people never really do notice it until it's a blizzard out there and one day it's gone.
I'm deliberately set on not blogging about Results Day on Friday, at the moment I have no idea where my path lies -it's almost like being in a boat without an oar and I'm simply drifting along in an ocean of options. Plus I'm not a swimmer by nature, so sinking is an absolute no no.
We are becoming slaves to our gadgets and devices. False idoltry and worship as forbidden by the commandments fail to hold true in an era where Time seems to be always complemented by a background soundtrack, think ears plugged into an iPod for those long journeys. Every activity revolving around passing Time seems to be consumeristic in some sense, a purchase is definitely required. Doesn't that suck? Even at work, with the headset plugged throughout I feel so connected and yet distant.

I think I'd have to rely alot more on parenthese these days because I feel like there's stage directions going on in my head, and nothing is verbalised. And yes, I cut my hair you don't have to keep pointing it out like everyone did at work today haha.