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Jocelyn A. Monique
is currently an undergraduate student, and coping with her Sunday Mayhem.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
11:25 PM
I am totally hyped up about precamp tmrw! :D Apart from the mystery of my missing thermometer, and my exceptionally underpacked bag (I'm not even bringing track shoes) I think it's gg to be...Fabulous.
This week I felt a mixture of emotions, probably God's way of making me feel alive. Let's start with;
Anger
Superbly pissed kinda anger, the sort I rarely feel. I think Tuesday was a terribly fked up day. Seriously. Because of the incompetency of people. Because of the pressure that I'm always subject to despite people being aware of my problems. I honestly feel that ppl, even if they can't help me out, should at least be compassionate and give me some time to sort things out. Instead, they just sit around and wait for someone else to do the job. Still can't believe I told someone off.
Nostalgia
Felt it when I went back for Hearts on Fire last night at CJ PAC "auditorium" haha. I didn't know about the toilets on either side of the PAC! Noobnoob. I kind of miss the English speaking environment of CJ alot, where jokes did not have to be translated from another language just so I can understand. Rally was awesome (: I never felt so peaceful this year after healing. I'm totally going for the next rally.
Accomplishment
Because Project Marie is finally completed! (: After so long, and that too with missing alphabets sigh.
Happiness
Because I met alot of dear people this week (: Dinner with Carmen and a nice 2 hour talk thereafter on Tuesday. Met Frippiat on Friday! Then Joel, Audrey, Andrew at Fuel. Salim on Saturday morning, and Terence, Marie in the evening. I met alot of old IJ seniors too! Pretty cool to catch up in those 5 minutes. Oh, and special apperance by Jaclyn in my dreams, fourth time already. Tmr I'm be seeing Shanshan again!
And the ever-recurrent, apprehension
I'm such a worry wart, so obviously this time I'm uncertain about Uni! Like what to major in, what CCAs to join, what to take part in, the friends I'd make. I just hope God will teach me to be more sociable! I'm so awfully quiet sometimes ppl think something is wrong.
Okay, needa catch some sleep before long week ahead. God, please be with me and may I be more open about things that come my way (:
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