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StayAtHome Saturday

Saturday, October 17, 2009

8:22 PM

It's quite amazing how people can still annoy the hell out of you, latitudes and time differences aside. Guess some things never change. I know you read my blog, you just pretend not to - so what I'm saying is that, you should learn how to draw the line at this thing called invasion of privacy. I think it's really annoying when you say it wouldn't hurt to confide in you, when right after that you just start spewing your mouth out at your profound discoveries. And to think you don't really like people when they are childish, well have you looked in the mirror lately? >:

This week was a Kate Perry music video - hot and cold, yes and no. Suffered my second mini heartbreak in a week, slept at insane timings discussing all the endless projects that are giving me an early grave, getting scolded by an eleven year old, almost kena cheated by a tuttee. On the happy side, plenty of birthday celebrations this week. Insecurities aplenty, I honestly feel stupid and I wish God wouldn't trust me so much because he tests me so many times I feel like giving up. I am not Job. Life gets a bit bearable with a little help from my friends, Beatles you speak so much truth - OG sightings, CSS heart-felt reflections and latenight phonecalls keep me sane from this ridiculous ratrace.

I was completely exhausted on Friday when I ended, I didn't even have the energy to attend Fuel/CSSMass - just went home and slept like a log ( honestly, how did this expression come about) before starting on some work. Saturday morning brought a little smile to my face - went to get the goodie bag at the Flyer before meeting the dearies Foo and Marie for our lunch at Tully's (: and I nearly left my goodie bag there. SO FORGETFUL! This week left my cards in school overnight and didn't realise until this girl emailed me that she found them omg I nearly died.

I'm so sedated right now - Deepavali could have been more hyped up, CableTV would have helped greatly I don't even feel any festivity. However I just watched Ghajini in Hindi and it is waay better than the Tamil one, partly because I'm biased towards Amir <3. Heh Heh.

I'm wearing my newly bought crucifix now, and it makes me feel holy I'm so superficial :/ I hope God points out the way for me in this uncertainty. You know, the bible say to cast all your weary burdens unto Him and not to worry, but I wonder whether anyone thinks that it is quite mean to keep loading all your troubles unto your God. I understand he's an almighty all-powerful guy but I really find this mean and inconsiderate. I'm sure his inbox is flooded with constant spamming about material needs and whines. Would you want to always keep troubling your friend with your never ceasing problems? I guess that is why God helps those who help themselves, maybe it's a nice little reward for making the attempt to solve things out on your own and then entrust to him. Then again, should we alternatively be entirely submissive to Will?

I have no idea why I'm blogging when I have a duckload of work to do it's crazy. Papers due and a Malay blog, test and skit coming right up. I really hope the guy friends can join us soon in uni, I'm such an antisocial hermit. Bah.